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Redemptive Epiphany

Today was just one of the most defining moments of my almost 16-year long existence in this world. I went through probably the most unpretentious and sincere confession this afternoon. That's why I'm posting it tonight.

Of course, you may ask me what happened but you need not to know. The thing is, the experience itself allowed me to really see that I am still accepted by a group of exceptional people in spite of my perceived and once-buried flaws as an individual.

I GREET THIS DAY WITH LOVE IN MY HEART, one more time.

I reckon that I will be able to get through my weaknesses through the help of these awesome folks, of course with God's blessing of strength and grace. I acknowledge their presence in my life:


T.L. with hints of the NYF:
> Em-em
> Chellie
> Chini
> Orien
> Muning
> Katê - I soooo love you!
> Cathrina
> Kismet

I LOVE YOU, GUYS!

with the participation of:
> Josa
> Clacky
> Diana
> Melissa



Because of you, guys, I'll never feel alone and unaccepted. You made me come to know how I am totally blessed to have you all in my life. Aww. But it is true. We just took our friendship notches higher than ever before. [;


But now, I am worried sick on how am I going to say these faults of mine to other people, particularly to those who I treat as the best buddies in ther world. Sigh. This is indeed a dilemma. Tisk.


But still, I LOVE THIS DAY! Bear in mind that your faults won't make you less of a person. They are few of those things that define you as an individual. You just have to prevail over them in due time. ((:




P.S. Muning and Cathrina, nabinyagan na rin kayo sa wakas! Haha.

Epilogue

I WILL GREET THIS DAY WITH LOVE IN MY HEART. (:

4 MORE MONTHS OF SHEER ACADEMIC TORTURE TO GO AND I'M FREE.

Sigh. School's been tragic more than ever. Everything's in chaos. I don't know, maybe I just have to be thankful that I'm still breathing right at this very moment.

Yeah, yeah. I know. I just ought to be okay. But hey, I'm just human. No superheroine spandex and cape under my everyday clothes are to be found. Nu-uh.

Darn it! I loathe people who don't seem to get a life of their own! I'm not an assignment notebook, for God's sake! All day, every day, I hear people ask things about this, about that. Argh. CAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?

I simply had to blow that steam off. Because it's making me MAD.

Yet, it's good to know that people trust you with these kinds of things such as homeworks and projects but the thing is, some of these people tend to take advantage of your oh-so-kind nature. They depend on you every single time. They rely on you, cling on you, everywhere that you go.
Without your GO signal, they won't move on. Worse, they cannot really value your presence in your life unless they NEED you to give them a hand. Maybe, if you'll leave them waiting around the corner, they'll simply stay there until you return.




Why do they do that? Because THEY DON'T REALIZE THE MERE FACT THAT YOU NEVER LEFT THEM ALONE, THAT YOU CANNOT HELP IT BUT TO BE THEIR SAVIOR ONE MORE TIME.


You tell yourself that it's the last time that this will happen, but it never did. You keep on giving on to their calls to please them and to put the smile back on their worn-out faces.


Probably, we are good at hiding what we really feel inside. Our naked face is indeed A MASK with a mind of its own. That's why they do not see that we're hurting and exhausted inside.




I'M TIRED. TOO TIRED OF BEING THERE FOR OTHERS ALL THE TIME.



Goodbye for now.