never thought i'd end up this way.


halimbawa, may so-called kang kaibigan na parati niyo naman kinukumusta sa paraan ng text messaging. sa katunayan, hindi na siya makabago. pero, 'yon muna ang gawin nating puhunang-salalayan. ganito, balik tayo sa kaibigang ito. kapag naka-unlimited ako, siyempre mg-ggroup message ka. parang nasa sistema mo na'ng gawin 'yon, 'di ba? oh, basta. tanggap mo na rin na hindi lahat magrereply sa'yo. pero paano kung biglang isa sa mga kaibigan mo sabihin na nakakatanggap siya ng gm sa kaibigan niyong 'yon. eh, sa ganoon nangyari so parang ako sa loob-loob ko, 'bakit ako, hindi niya ako gni-gm?' haha. kung titingnan niyo, sobrang babaw nia. pero kung tutuusin, may point at sense 'yong mga bagay na pinagsasabi ko sa inyo ngayon. 'di ba? kung baga, ayon sa pansarili kong pananaw, KILALA NIYA LANG AKO KAPAG MAY KAILANGAN SIYA SA AKIN. kasi, kung kailan lang may tatanungin siya, saka lang siya magtetext. wala pang kamustahan 'yon. alam kong malaki ang pagkakamali ko, na husgahan ang taong ito. pero, 'yon at 'yon ang nakikita ko. buti pa 'yong iba na kahit wala2 lang, kinukumusta ka at pinapasaya ang araw mo, kahit papaano. umabot na rin ako sa point na halos magselos na ako't lahat. MALI ITONG GINAGAWA KO. WALA AKONG KARAPATAN NA MARAMDAMAN ANG MGA ITO. hai, tanggap ko na siguro na ganoon talaga siya, pero sana, in return, makita rin niya 'yong kahalagahan kung bakit ka ng-gGM.

ahaha, tama na ang drama na ito.

recollection kaninang umaga. aircon-iyakan-prayer-sharing galore. ayos naman, nakapagshare ako. at least, in a way, may naibahagi akong parte ng buhay ko. masarap, magaan ang pakiramdam. kahit na may mga pananakot na sinabi sa amin si ms. tingson, go pa rin. mahirap nga talaga ang third year. kailangan magsikap. maging matured na sapat para sa magiging kinabukasan mo. lalo ko pang napagbulay-bulay na mahalaga talaga ang PAMILYA, pagiging miyembro ng isang KOMUNIDAD, DASAL AT SARILING SIKAP. pati PAGMAMAHAL, PAGPAPATAWAD. kaunti pa lang ito sa mga bagay na dapat nating pahalagahan at pagyamanin. kung baga, nilagay ka sa kinalalagyan mo ngayon dahil may tungkulin ka na punuin ang pagkukulang ng mga tao sa paligid mo, pati sila mayroon din. sila ang pupuno sa buhay mo, sa mga pagkukulang mo bilang tao. lahat ng bagay may dahilan. nasa LIOBA ako dahil sa hindi ko pa mapagtantong paraan na nawa'y maintindihan ko rin. naging parte ako ng LUCY dahil alam ko na magmamahalan kami sa loob ng room 1o6. binigyan ka ng DIYOS ng imperfections para doon mo makuha 'yong lakas mo sa bawat oras na maagkamali ka, doon ka matututong lumaban at magbago.

masayang mabuhay. hindi pa ako handa mawala kayo sa akin. salamat sa inyo.

wha, drama no'n. soxalen. asensado na talaga. pero sa totoo lang, nagbahagi ako sa inyo ng mga bagay na alam kong magkakaintindihan tayo. love yourself, love those whom you rejected before, lalo na kapag hindi pa huli ang lahat. take the risk of welcoming life-changing chances in your life, grab the oppurtunity GOD has given you all these years you were alive to do what you want, to do what's right. mahalin mo pamilya mo, mga kaibigan mo. at lahat na. lay down everything to God, problems and pleasures sa buhay mo. allow Him to change your life.


AMEN.

LIOBA.o6o7.red.silver.black.

guys, amf. sbi sa tv at radio, wla daw psok bukas xe ung bagyo daw ppnta ndw d2 sa manila. at mei mlkng possibility na mgng signal no.2 paxa bkas ng hapon. mseia xa, kng tutuusin, peo feast day ng LIOBA bkas. ngpkpgod kming mgrecord sa loob ng comfort room tpos, aun nga. wlang pasok. peo aq, gmgwa ng mga hmwrks naun. pra TV GALORE bkas. ahaha, aus nu? aun, offer q nln ung post q sa lioba.

aun, halos apat na buwan na kming mgkksma sa ilalim ng pamumuno ni mrs. armada. at xemperds, ung mga officers nmen na cna issay, yenyen, anna at karla. mseia, uo. khet na mrme ng nangyre noon na ndi gnun kgnda. ndi pa kmi mxdong bonded, peo mkkta mu nman na mei eagerness kmi na umasenso ang section na toh. su2bukan qng idescribe xenui bwat isa smen.

kathe-kdlasan mseiahen, pgmnsan wla sa mood.mei kblwan kpg mnsan.peo aus nman.
danielle-hanep sa drawing2. yfc member ng iskoh.
kheeme-baet.mhleg dn sa net.at chubby,take note.CHUBBY.
ekabu-sexy tulad q,ahaha.aus nmn,baet.
karla-treasurer nmen.responsible.akla q snob,peo baet dn pla.talented.
rosanne-hanep sa prayers.at ka-barney q sa OLA.baet.plgeng nkngiti.
desie-kaklase q cmula last year.baet pren.
jill-psaway pgmnsan.adik sa hayskul musical,my girl and many more.
angela-henyo.astig.baet rin.
jingjing-baet.galing umarte.mei sariling tatak.
denise-baet ren.plgeng nkangiti.
ellaine-core member.mbaet xa,responisible.
honey-masugid qng kaklase cmula magot hnggng lucy.talented.katuwa.baet.
abbey-hanep ung utak.pmtay.baet.
ahko-math witch toh.baet,responsible.lhat na.nice hair.
kay-baet.ka-barney q dn.kambal daw ni janna.
mia-gleng sa computer.at guitars.baet.approachable dn pla xa,kala q snob dti.
hannah-kalinisan ang nangu2na sknea.baet.orange,blue,green.
patlim-baet.talino.meju mlungkot,peo alm qng kkyanin nia ren un.
paola-baet.yfc member dn.i love you.ahaha.afur.
anna-secretary,c'mon.seatmate q naun,tngkad.baet.katuwaan pg mnsn.
reynz-baet.tssssss.hotness.iniistorbo q xa,most of the time.talented.
jariss-hands down lhat sa taong toh.baet,kala q dati snob xa.talented.
steffi-quiet mode xa peo kpg books,dun toh mtnik.four-eyes.baet dn.
fay-groupm8 sa chemlab-turned-sauna sa iskoh.baet.mgleng dn mgdrwng.
rhai-ahe.plge qng ksma pg break.pswy,peo baet.groupm8 q dn sa ss at chem.
kiichi-aq.ewn q.cgro sa klaseng toh,dun aq prng ngng active dhel sa dmi ng activities this year.
joahna-anime gal.baet.
jessalyn-mbaet nman xa.mtalino.
janna-dance club member.baet.responsible.kambal daw ni kay.kdlasan qng iniistorbo.
payong-kakaiba humagikhik.mbaet,mnsan psway.approachable.layo ng bhai.
anabelle-mnsan nada2la ng mga jokes,khet mba2w.mbaet.
angel-baet.kala q super thmk,peo ndi pla.nkkgulat pg tlgng nkta mu xa.
rubielyn-baet dn.thmk,peo fil q,nsa ilalim dn ang kulo.
issay-pressy ng klase.pgdtng sa arts,xa kgad ung nbbnggt.baet.responsible.
melai-border.ahe.peace tau.aun,heart throb dw.aklain mu nga nmen.baet.four-eyes dn.
gabby-baet nman.talented.katuwa nung isang arw,mei npgkatuwaan kming tao.ahaha.
kim-kulet.katuwa.mabaet.talented dn toh.iniistorbo q dn pgmnsan.
nikki-katuwa xa.mbaet.anggleng mgsayaw.talented.
yenyen-vicepressy nmen.baet nman.peo mnsn prng sungit nia xken.responsible.aliw tumawa.
tisha-aliw boses nia.baet nman.glet sa pink.
roanne-baet dn.gnda ng hair.talented dn pgdtng sa pgdrwng.responsible dn.
japy-talented dn.ka-tssss.baet.bumigay na xa ng tuluyan sa kbdngan ng mga tao2.

ayan ang LIOBA. kulang pa yan, pra mlman nio kng anu2ng klaseng tao ang bumubuo sa klase nmeng toh.

every member's a unique individual, yet when you bring them together, they'll surely make one, hot gang.

LIOBA.06-o7.
HAPPY FEAST DAY.

bus number two.

pngalan pa ln, amf na. aun. mei ndi pren aq mtpos2 na hmewrk sa geom, tsk. bhla na nga. andme klngang gwen sa linggong toh! ung flash, crusades, at ung sa club na article about charter change! hai, ndi q na alm kng anu uunahin q.

aun. sa fieldtrip ang pg-uspn nten. mseia nman xa khet pnu, last q na toh sa hayskul na fieldtrip kea prng nilubos q na xa.

first stop: MAD SCIENCE, sa ndi q mlmang branch ng max's. guapo ni magnanimous mark! whuhoo! ts gleng2 pa nia, about pressure ung pnkta nila. gleng2 nung sa dry ice, gs2 q ren mkranas ng gnun blang araw. hai.

second stop: megamall, cinema 9 (yta)
play: JOSEPH the DREAMER
ancute nung bata dun! ahe. angnda ng play, ts pmtay tlg mga boses at choreography nla. nsa premiere kmi, sa mei gitna. mgnda nman ung view dun. mei mga ksby kming ibng skul, mostly mga bata kea meju mgulo xe nsa hrap cla. peo overall, it's worth it.

third stop: LIGHTS and SOUNDS sa mei Intramuros, Manila
nung una, kala nmen kmi ung unang-una. un pla, mali ung pnunthan nmen na lights and sounds. peo aus nman, xe pngatlo kmi. sbi nla mei multo daw dun, ewn q ln. sa mga nkrmdam, mlkas ba? umulan nun, bgo kmi umuwi. grbe sa loob, anlmeg nia dun. ts bumili aq ng 2 anklets. black, red, white ts red, green, white. alalan.

ngrolling tour kmi. sa mall of asia, shrine of jesus. at sa lhat pa ng mdaanan nmen. anggleng ni tita pat na tour guide! ahe, nga pla, belated happy birthday seu! mhla ka nmen! we had fun having you there! thanks!

ge, hnggng d2 nln muna, next time ule. mua.

cold sweat.

hei guys! grbe knnang nsa skul ung pawis q super lamig. ndi aq mpkali, ansma ng pkrmdam q. aun. imgnine mu, naiinitan aq ts anlmeg ng pawis q. ansket sa likod, prng pnpalala pa ung sket mu. ts sa aircon pa, hai. aun, natuwa aq xe meju kya q na ung sa flash pra sa LT sa computer bkas. thnx sa mga tumulong! aun. reporting na nmen bkas sa cle, sna mpresent nmen bkas ng maaus. sna nga tlg mgnda. at tangkie: HAPPY!

belated HAPPY xten:
16-pattinson, pearl
17-giliw q, kat2

advnce HAPPY xten:
19-macy
20-ahko

gehd. gnda tlg ng stars ng callalily!

I
a picture of you reminds me
how the years have gone so lonely

refrain:
and why do you have to leave me
without saying that you love me
i'm saying i love you again
are you listening?
open your eyes once again
look at me crying

chorus:
if only you could hear me shout your name
if only you could feel my love again
the stars in the sky will never be the same
if only you were here

II
a picture of you reminds me
how the days have gone so empty

refrain
chorus

i'm saying i love you again
are you listening?
open your eyes once again
look at me crying

chorus
if only i had wings so i can fly
i wanna be with you for all of time
my love for you will never die

chorus

if only you were here..

hnggng d2 nln muna, till then. godbless. mua.

cold sweat.

hei guys! grbe knnang nsa skul ung pawis q super lamig. ndi aq mpkali, ansma ng pkrmdam q. aun. imgnine mu, naiinitan aq ts anlmeg ng pawis q. ansket sa likod, prng pnpalala pa ung sket mu. ts sa aircon pa, hai. aun, natuwa aq xe meju kya q na ung sa flash pra sa LT sa computer bkas. thnx sa mga tumulong! aun. reporting na nmen bkas sa cle, sna mpresent nmen bkas ng maaus. sna nga tlg mgnda. at tangkie: HAPPY!

belated HAPPY xten:
16-pattinson, pearl
17-giliw q, kat2

advnce HAPPY xten:
19-macy
20-ahko

gehd. gnda tlg ng stars ng callalily!

I
a picture of you reminds me
how the years have gone so lonely

refrain:
and why do you have to leave me
without saying that you love me
i'm saying i love you again
are you listening?
open your eyes once again
look at me crying

chorus:
if only you could hear me shout your name
if only you could feel my love again
the stars in the sky will never be the same
if only you were here

II
a picture of you reminds me
how the days have gone so empty

refrain
chorus

i'm saying i love you again
are you listening?
open your eyes once again
look at me crying

chorus
if only i had wings so i can fly
i wanna be with you for all of time
my love for you will never die

chorus

if only you were here..

hnggng d2 nln muna, till then. godbless. mua.

rush update lang 'toh.

+nais kong magpasalamat sa kanya. nilagyan niya ng kulay ang buhay ko. natututong umibig ang puso ko. salamat sa kanya dahil pinangingiti niya ako sa bawat minutong nakikita ko siya. salamat sa kanya nasasaktan ako 'pag minsan. salamat sa kanya dahil pinuno niya ung puso kong dating walang laman, dating kulang. salamat sa iyo sa inspirasyon, sa pagiging ikaw dito sa puso ko.+

fever,amf.

guys, mei sket aq naun, huhu. peo ausln, sna nga tlg gumaleng nq, xe mei cultural show ang east-b sector ng yfc sa marist! oha, aus nu? mas mlpet na xa, at accessible. aun. anseia ng araw na toh, khet na cards out. wha, sa geom. whu, sankapa? dati, ndi gn2 grade q sa math. peo naun, hai. no comment, peo tlgng babawi aq. tma na nga, bka mlungkot ln aq. aun. andmeng mga nanyre naun linggo! seia! alm ng iba kng bket, ui2. ahe, nga pla. DIGGORY: advance happy birthday seu! at happy dn sten naun! going strong!

oxa, hnggng ds nln muna, owkii? try qng update kgad. godbless you guys! mua!

+cnb qng ti2gilan q na ung nraramdman q sa knya, peo lalo lang ako nahuhulog sa kanya. hai. mhrap tlg kng kelan dpat pganahin ang utak, chka gumagalaw ung puso. peo sa likod nito, masaya ako. nilalagyan niya ng ngiti ang lmga labi ko. sa bawat arw na nkkta q xa.+

we gather in unity

uii. ndi xa english, hee. congrats.

sa lht ng mga ksma q sa prsntation knna, ahe, gnda daw! yiiee, slamat sa mga naniwla smen! aun. grbe knna, pawisan galore buong araw sa skul. putpareid, ts institutional mass, ts ung cultural show. hbng ngpre2sent kmi, as in tagaktak ung pawis q. ahe, hassle. haha. aus ba? ts sobra ung ilaw nmen, as in mainet xa. aun2. HAPPYKJ! anniversary na yta nten! going strong! alaln. mseia naun, khet kaduper kpgod. hai. anseia2 tlg, gehd, alm ng iba kng bket. yiiee. ancute nung nametag nmen, guess what. STAR na RED, SILVER at BLACK. oh, aus ba? prng png-punk rock. at mei mga ng-insist dn sa pink, ahe.

oxa, hnggng d2 nln muna cgro. andme pang ggwen, oxa. gb. mua.

+huwag kang bibitiw bigla, huwag kang bibitiw bigla, higpitan lang ang 'yong kapit, maglalayag patungong langit.+

staircase,sitting somewhere there.

we had no practices this afternoon. but tomorrow, we'll be in school-for the rehearsals. we're going to stay there from 8am-4pm again.

you know what guys? my allergy just came without warning, whatsoever. my eyes are bloody red, and they're swelling like crazy. but they'd be cute afterwards. haha. my eyes are lot smaller than the usual 'singkit.' btw, tomorrow will be one of the series of celebrations for the hundred years' stay of the benedictine sisters here in the philippines. good thing we're not going to stay at school up to 9 in the evening. imagine starting your day at school, ending it there at the same time. 13 hours. if in case that happens, well, it'll be fine. as long as i'm with my friends and classmates. gee.


*pmtay na tong english2 na toh,prng andmeng wrong grammar.



+ i come looking for love, but it's making me cry.+



oxa.guys.till next time.gb.mua.

wear slippers with your socks on.

hello guys! you know what? due to the practices for september 12, we were pulled out from our afternoon classes. special, are we? but when we got back from the gym to our building, we found out that all classes were cancelled-and that's because of the practice for the foot parade, as well. going back to my story.. we finished the dance around 2:50-3:10 this afternoon. we waited until it was our turn for the general rehearsal. that was i think, as far as i could remember, around 4:05. it was nice, but the dance needs more polishing. next time, i'll really get serious. i was giggling there for quite some time. the fact that it 'is' a slow and kind of religious song. ours was really different- slow song,interpretative dance. not the usual fun-fun song. i have no idea what to tell you guys anything more about the presentation. i reckon we'll also have practices tomorrow. we'll see.

btw, ssay: ung tsinelas q, balik mu nln bkas.amf.antgal nio eh.slmt.

"hindi na baleng 'di marinig. hindi na baleng 'di magising."

andumi ng socks q! haha.

pringles.artificially-flavored.yum.

hello guys?! i never saw you since about monday? or was that sunday? in short, i forgot. anyways, starting saturday, we had our practices for our 'supposed-to-be' presentation for september 12. but SOME said, they didn't see anything about compassion there. so they decided for us to change everything- as in, EVERYTHING. after all that we had done, we're going to get that crap! but, really it's ok. haha. the formal rehearsals began yesterday afternoon. as of this afternoon, we had finished the first verse and the chorus. clap2. and btw, did you notice something new with my post? it's written in English, damn it. well, that was nothing of your business anymore, would it?

wanna greet my co-happies this month:

1-rhai
4-isabel, kristel
5- joy
6-dindin (happy!)
7-france and jessy
9-clacky
10-ssay
12-KJ
14-sheryll
15-diggory
16-pattinson
17-katsquared
18-tangkie (mamang.)
19-macy
20-ahko
21-rei
22-france
23-jessy
24-josa
29-carissa,raine
30-arci,patcruz

was the list complete? i want to say sorry for those people who are not in the lost but are supposed to be there. i can't remember, remind me guys!

this post's done guys! till then! ciao. gb. mua.

+if only i had wings so i can fly, i wanna be with you for all of time, my love for you will never die, if only you were here.+

the benedictine way.

woi,guys.musta keu? alaln.oxa.second daw kmi sa bs.pnlo ottilia.congrats xeniu! ayan.super gnda daw ng pgkkpresent nung smen.salamat sa mga ngtiwala at p2loi na ngtitiwala na mgnda ung bs nmen.gs2 q ule psalamatan c jariss! salamat seu! aun.irene dn.congrats.npgplanuhan na ggmten nmen ung bs sa morning praise nmen.soxalen db? haha.bkas yta recording,ewn q ln.ge.nxt tym nln ule.ndi qw pa nggwa hmwrk q sa math eh.see you sooner or later guys!

'freak out and let it go.'

gammi-ksma nmen c ms.gabor sa field3p.ahe.alaln.mishu.