I suppose I deserve a toast for thinking about updating this blog with something we can consider as sensible.

The thing is, I don't have anything to blabber. Ugh, talk about ironic.

Hm, let's just talk about going back to school. No, wait. Forget that one. Make it entering a new world - the world of college. If you're not an incoming freshman college and it just happened that you bumped into my poor blog, read on still. Hahaha. (Isn't it obvious that I'm taking desperate measures to clean up the cobwebs that formed over the past few months here in my blog? No? Good. On with the typing.)

I have a month left to get myself ready for college. Gah, can a 30-day preparation suffice for my need of some type of random reassurance that I'll be doing fine come June? I'm freaking out like hell inside this pink, void (almost) labyrinth enclosed in my skull which can actually pass for a brain. In other words, I'm utterly scared. That is, simply by the thought that I'll be entering college sooner than I expected.

If you're terrified by the drama, you may go.

Going back, I still think of myself as a senior high school student who happens to have graduated a month ago. You know, there's that conflict in which world you really belong to. I, for one, won't deem myself as a college student unless, of course, I'm already enrolled. Sigh. I suppose this is just one of the symptoms of wishing to be part of the college elite society. What d'you reckon?

Losing the sanity aside, I'm thankful that I'll be getting into a good university. Others say, including me, that the school doesn't have anything to do with your education since "The education a man ever gets is the education he gives himself." But delving deeper into the first statement (school doesn't have to blah blah), I should probably change my mind for just a bit. Getting into a good school is one of those essential things you have to take into account for a feasible promising future ahead. Thank you, Lord, for giving me the remarkable oppurtunity of attending the Ateneo.(:

I reckon that the Ateneo experience (in the near future) itself will douse the fear I'm going through at this very moment.

Hm, sounds good to me.[;

"Intellegence plus character - that is the true goal of education." - Martin Luther King, Jr.