Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Epilogue

I WILL GREET THIS DAY WITH LOVE IN MY HEART. (:

4 MORE MONTHS OF SHEER ACADEMIC TORTURE TO GO AND I'M FREE.

Sigh. School's been tragic more than ever. Everything's in chaos. I don't know, maybe I just have to be thankful that I'm still breathing right at this very moment.

Yeah, yeah. I know. I just ought to be okay. But hey, I'm just human. No superheroine spandex and cape under my everyday clothes are to be found. Nu-uh.

Darn it! I loathe people who don't seem to get a life of their own! I'm not an assignment notebook, for God's sake! All day, every day, I hear people ask things about this, about that. Argh. CAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?

I simply had to blow that steam off. Because it's making me MAD.

Yet, it's good to know that people trust you with these kinds of things such as homeworks and projects but the thing is, some of these people tend to take advantage of your oh-so-kind nature. They depend on you every single time. They rely on you, cling on you, everywhere that you go.
Without your GO signal, they won't move on. Worse, they cannot really value your presence in your life unless they NEED you to give them a hand. Maybe, if you'll leave them waiting around the corner, they'll simply stay there until you return.




Why do they do that? Because THEY DON'T REALIZE THE MERE FACT THAT YOU NEVER LEFT THEM ALONE, THAT YOU CANNOT HELP IT BUT TO BE THEIR SAVIOR ONE MORE TIME.


You tell yourself that it's the last time that this will happen, but it never did. You keep on giving on to their calls to please them and to put the smile back on their worn-out faces.


Probably, we are good at hiding what we really feel inside. Our naked face is indeed A MASK with a mind of its own. That's why they do not see that we're hurting and exhausted inside.




I'M TIRED. TOO TIRED OF BEING THERE FOR OTHERS ALL THE TIME.



Goodbye for now.

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