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Redemptive Epiphany

Today was just one of the most defining moments of my almost 16-year long existence in this world. I went through probably the most unpretentious and sincere confession this afternoon. That's why I'm posting it tonight.

Of course, you may ask me what happened but you need not to know. The thing is, the experience itself allowed me to really see that I am still accepted by a group of exceptional people in spite of my perceived and once-buried flaws as an individual.

I GREET THIS DAY WITH LOVE IN MY HEART, one more time.

I reckon that I will be able to get through my weaknesses through the help of these awesome folks, of course with God's blessing of strength and grace. I acknowledge their presence in my life:


T.L. with hints of the NYF:
> Em-em
> Chellie
> Chini
> Orien
> Muning
> Katê - I soooo love you!
> Cathrina
> Kismet

I LOVE YOU, GUYS!

with the participation of:
> Josa
> Clacky
> Diana
> Melissa



Because of you, guys, I'll never feel alone and unaccepted. You made me come to know how I am totally blessed to have you all in my life. Aww. But it is true. We just took our friendship notches higher than ever before. [;


But now, I am worried sick on how am I going to say these faults of mine to other people, particularly to those who I treat as the best buddies in ther world. Sigh. This is indeed a dilemma. Tisk.


But still, I LOVE THIS DAY! Bear in mind that your faults won't make you less of a person. They are few of those things that define you as an individual. You just have to prevail over them in due time. ((:




P.S. Muning and Cathrina, nabinyagan na rin kayo sa wakas! Haha.

Epilogue

I WILL GREET THIS DAY WITH LOVE IN MY HEART. (:

4 MORE MONTHS OF SHEER ACADEMIC TORTURE TO GO AND I'M FREE.

Sigh. School's been tragic more than ever. Everything's in chaos. I don't know, maybe I just have to be thankful that I'm still breathing right at this very moment.

Yeah, yeah. I know. I just ought to be okay. But hey, I'm just human. No superheroine spandex and cape under my everyday clothes are to be found. Nu-uh.

Darn it! I loathe people who don't seem to get a life of their own! I'm not an assignment notebook, for God's sake! All day, every day, I hear people ask things about this, about that. Argh. CAN YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE?

I simply had to blow that steam off. Because it's making me MAD.

Yet, it's good to know that people trust you with these kinds of things such as homeworks and projects but the thing is, some of these people tend to take advantage of your oh-so-kind nature. They depend on you every single time. They rely on you, cling on you, everywhere that you go.
Without your GO signal, they won't move on. Worse, they cannot really value your presence in your life unless they NEED you to give them a hand. Maybe, if you'll leave them waiting around the corner, they'll simply stay there until you return.




Why do they do that? Because THEY DON'T REALIZE THE MERE FACT THAT YOU NEVER LEFT THEM ALONE, THAT YOU CANNOT HELP IT BUT TO BE THEIR SAVIOR ONE MORE TIME.


You tell yourself that it's the last time that this will happen, but it never did. You keep on giving on to their calls to please them and to put the smile back on their worn-out faces.


Probably, we are good at hiding what we really feel inside. Our naked face is indeed A MASK with a mind of its own. That's why they do not see that we're hurting and exhausted inside.




I'M TIRED. TOO TIRED OF BEING THERE FOR OTHERS ALL THE TIME.



Goodbye for now.

Brainwashed. All messed up.

ARRRGHH.


At this very moment, no medicine can cure the stress and information overload I'm still fatefully going through.


The things that are needed to be wrapped up by no one else but the sleep-deprived, exhausted me are as follows:


- Powerpoint for reporting in Language
- Hardcopy for the Report [Formal Theme]
- Project in Computer- Report in Mixed Economy
- Report in T.L.E.
- Leaf through past lessons for DLSU-CET.
- Inconvenient Truth- READING
- Pro-life - Reflection


You see, it seems like my life's on the run 24/7. No pitstops, no food breaks. 48 hours is pretty short for me to get through those projects. But what else can I do? I have to do them because I'm just a student, simply a day-to-day STUDENT. And the things in the list are undeniably the school stuffs that people like me have to peter out. Darn.


As the last and sole resort, I want to go away to somewhere far-off, somewhere that contains no alarm clocks, somewhere that has no sheer torture of the brain cells. If only I could stir up some potion that'll make time stop momentarily, then I'd probably get these things done by an hour though in reality, it'd be an equivalent of 48 arduous hours of interminable workload. Hahahaha.


Sounds good?


I thought so, too.


See you by the moment I'll victorously win over time's ticking hands.

Hi, earth creatures! :)

Haha. Friends, my class' retreat is up and coming. ((: It'll be on the 24th and 25th of this month. Haha. I hope to get some palanca letters from you, guys. Thanks! :D

Btw, to those lot who'll be taking their ACETs, expect to bump into very random things in the general knowledge portion of the test. Haha. Well, best of luck to all of us! [; See you there! Haha. I'll be wearing... Hehe. Just kidding. ;]

That's all for now, I suppose. Haha.

Au revoir, oohlala! XD

GUYS! XD


I REALLY NEED HELP RIGHT NOW! ;]



CAN ANYONE OF YOU TREAT ME TO A TICKET TO FALL OUT BOY'S CONCERT THIS SEPTEMBER?!



PLEASE!?!?




TO THAT SOMEONE WHO'LL GIVE ME, YOU'RE MY SAVIOR! :)







WAS THAT COMPELLING ENOUGH? ERR. HAHA. I THINK NOT. I RECKON WE'RE ALL IMPOVERISHED WITH FINANCES, AREN'T WE? HAHA.




LOVEYOU, GUYS! :]

Buongiorno ragazzo e ragazza! :)

Haha. To people of Italian descent, is this correct? Hehe. I have no idea, but whatever. Tagboard's free to have your comments typed on. I'll leave you at it, okay? :)

Well, now's the third day of the unexpected sort-of five-day "sembreak." Haha. I didn't go for this vacation at the first place, but as the hours went on, I have come to realize that this is the chance I longed for! :D That chance is to sleep with no wake-up calls for five mornings! Wee. I love it, I love it. Haha.

Albeit the fact that I can't get away from the consuming hands of the need to review my lessons for the exams, I'd like to have a go to make another Harry Potter Fanfiction. I do hope to get my hands on it and then put my ideas to black and white! Haha. Okay, end of my blabbering. [:

By the way, take a look on this book by Alice Blanchard entitled Life Sentences. Cool stuff.

Haha. That's all for me now. XD

Arrivederci!

Ola Aloha! :D

Haha. Hi, guys! What's up and what's down? Nyak. Korni. Pagpasensiyahan. Ngarag lang talaga sa mga panahong ganito. :]

Well, I'm here to tell you guys [I don't care if you make fun of my blabbering. You're free to leave.] that I'm done with my UPCAT this morning. Oh yeah, my math test sucks. Good grief. Will I ever pass the UPCAT? ;[

I thought that I'll be able to get away for a while from the devouring claws of information overload and distress. I'm always worn out and everything's so hard for me right now. It's still ginormously appalling that I can still hold on with school. God, I wish that I could still hold on longer than my body and mind can take. ;((





Abysmal oblivion is much better than surreal impressions of reality.






Friends, goodbye for now. ILYA. :)

Hi.[:

How're you? It's been long since the last time I keyed in anything here in my post window (of sorts). Haha. Feels like the old times. :D

Hm. I really don't have much time right now, and yet again, I just dropped by to say hello. And btw, my mail got infected with a spyware, and darn, I can't open it for the necessary fixing. Pft. To those who can help me fix it, tag by the board and tell me how to work out this one ASAP. Thanks.

And once I fail to straighten this out, I might as well, err, resort to making another one. And I'm currently in the state of finding out what'll be my new e-mail add, if ever the most dreadful thing happens. On the other hand, heaps of work to do after this. I need to have my essay done for next Saturday's trip to the Ateneo. Wish me luck guys. :)

I want to get out of this information overload that's been taking over me for quite some time now. Better to drift off to sleep and never come back. *sigh* Haha. Just kidding. :]

I'm now signing off. Toodles! :]

Hello. Haha.

Just dropped by to say Hi to the Blogging world! ;]

There. Everything in school has already begun to get busy. So expect to read less of me. ;[
I'll update with a decent post as soon as I have the time to do such. Alright? :)

See you then. I'm off. :D



"The education a man ever gets, is the education he gives himself."

MAPAYAPA AT MALIGAYANG ARAW NG KALAYAAN SA LAHAT NG MGA PILIPINO! :D
[Hayaan niyo na. Hatinggabi na sa orasan ko.]


Ang lupit ng mga araw na lumipas at ng araw na ito (sa totoo lang, kahapon na. Kaya lang nagsimula ako ika-onse pa.)

Una sa lahat, nabili ko ang pinakainaasam-asam kong bag para sa pasukan. :) Pangalawa, nakabili rin ako ng flash drive na maitatawag kong akin. Haha.


Pero..


Ubos ang badyet. Walang pera. Butas ang bulsa. Unang linggo ng pasok at wala kaagad allowance. Isang buwan o higit pa ang nahaharap kong panahon ng kagipitan. Haha. Ayos lang naman 'yon. Basta napasa-kamay ko rin ang mga bagay na 'yon! Pa'no ba yan, eh 'di gaganahan akong mag-aral niyan? Haha.



Sa lahat ng may pasok mamayang umaga, hiling ko lamang na maging masaya kayo. Sampung buwan lang naman, humigit-kumulang sa 40 linggo lamang ang pasok. Oha? Tama ba? Hehe. :D



Pero sa lahat ng mga inaasahang magtapos sa taong 2008, mapa-prep man (parang
maiintindihan nila ako), elementarya, mataas na paaralan o kolehiyo at pamantasan, kabilang na ako sa pangatlo, lubusin na natin ang nalalabing oras para manatili tayo sa kinalalagyan nating estado sa kasalukuyan. Huwag na tayong magloko! Gawin nating masaya at kapaki-pakinabang ang taong ito! Gawin natin itong paghahanda sa susunod na kakaharapin nating buhay. Hindi masama ang magloko, kahit kaunti, basta alam natin kung saan ang ating mga limitasyon. Tama? Kahit na alam kong hindi ko magagawa na talagang magtino, basta alam kong dapat hindi ko pabayaan ang aking pag-aaral, kasama na ang mga taong nagmamahal sa akin at ang Diyos. ;)



Hanggang dito na lamang ako. :D




MABUHAY TAYONG MGA PILIPINO! :]

Hello!



Raine, condolence ule. ; Nawa'y maging masaya ang kaluluwa ng iyong mahal na Lola sa Langit. :)




Ako ay naririto para lamang sa dahilan na ipaalam sa buong mundo ang kinababaliwan kong kanta sa kasalukuyan.

Ang kantang ito, sa pangalang "Ikaw Lamang," ay matagal-tagal na ring itinutugtog sa airwaves dito sa 'Pinas. Gayunpaman, tunay akong natutuwa sa kantang ito. Marahil, talagang maganda ang konsepto ng mga indibidwal sa likod nga kanta, ang bandang Silent Sanctuary, kaya't maganda rin ang kinalabasan. Ang lyrics at ang melody ay tunay na kaaya-aya sa pandinig. Ang lupet niyo, Silent Sanctuary!

Hanggang dito na lang muna, mga nilalang. ;)



Hindi ba kayo nagtataka na nakakabalinguyngoy ang aking mga salita? Ito'y dahil sa ikinararangal ko ang aking pagka-Pilipino! Buwan ng ating Kalayaan ngayon, kaya marapat lamang na ipagmalaki natin ang ating bansa, tama?


Sa lahat ng Pilipino sa buong mundo, MABUHAY TAYO! Kahit na maraming dagok na humahadlang sa atin para magtagumpay, makakaya natin ito! Huwag lang tayo mawawalan ng pag-asa. I-respeto natin ang bawat isa at tayo rin ay makakabangon sa kahirapan!


Kahit sa simpleng bagay, napakita ko ang pagmamahal ko sa aking bayan.


Ikaw, ano ang gagawin mo?

Hey:D


I posted for the sake of telling you guys about the latest book I read. It's something recent since the book was published just last year. I had fun leafing through its pages so I thought it might catch your eye, that is, if your looking for something to read for the time being. [:




Title: The After Life

Author: Daniel Ehrenhaft

Precis: Chiefly about and for adolescents. But of course, anyone can read it, regardless of the target audience, as long as you're an individual whose mind is unbiased when it comes to contemporary views of life. :)

It's something about a pair of twins (Kyle and Liz) and their half-brother (Will) being together in a road trip en route from Miami to New York City after the funeral of their Dad. They would come across heaps of stuff like an all-out honesty rule, a detour, some usual and peculiar goings-on between/among siblings and so on. They'd later find out secrets that would somehow change their lives from then on.



It's a good read, I tell you. If you wish to have a look at it, just tell me, okay? ;] I'll look for a way or two for you to be able to flick through some of its pages, at least. ;)



There. I'm done with my purpose for posting. ;)



I'm off, guys. See you all in a bit.XD

Sweet Wickedness.(;

Walanghiyang keyboard ito! Isang letter nga lang tinatype mo, dalawa lumalabas! Pft!

There. I just needed to blow that steam off. Instead of having done some stuffs at a quick pace, I now am a wreck since my wretched keyboard loves me so much. Great. : [still, I love my black keyboard. ;)]

Enough for my nonsense and useless blabbering. ;) I'm thrilled to tell you guys that once again, I have the Internet right at my fingertips! Cool, eh? :]

Now I can properly talk to you whom I barely speak with. Hahaha. :)

16 days left for this year's summer vacation. I'd like to go back to school, but I still love the free time. ;) I don't want to regret this summer, you know. And I'll do that by staying in bed a lot more. Yet again, I reckon that my summer has just begun this month. Review classes for college entrance exams and lawn tennis lessons at hand for me. Hahaha. Great. I'm just not sure if I like the latter. ;

Well, that's all for now.

See you guys in a bit. :)

Kamusta? :]

Na-miss niyo ako, no? Yikoi. I know you do. :]

That's because I missed all of you, A DAMN LOT. :)

Yet again, I'm back in the Blogging business. During all those weeks that passed, I still am the insane (of sorts) out-of-the-blue rocker wannabe. WICKED! ;] That was quite a ginormous statement for me to type down. (Nagmamadali na kasi ako. Yung tatay ko susunduin ako dito sa Net Cafe. Ahaha.)

Hahaha. Time's up for me!

Need to go now. :]

Au Revoir. [:

Godbless y'all.

"What is laughter? It's one thing that gives me meaning and purpose. Yet, from time to time, brings me cruel and scar-forming depression."

+HUGS+

*just a few clockturns away from the hands of death.

Set free. :D

Yipee. Walang long test bukas. Kaya lang, ang daming gagawin. Tulad ng:

• > Porty sa English.
• > Gumawa ng Sleep Diary na supposed to be tapos ko na ngayon. (Palagi kasing nakakatulog, hindi ko magawa. Haha.)
• > Gumawa ng isang figure para sa Wand exercise sa PE.
• > Mag-isip kung anu-ano ang nararapat na isabuhay at gawin para makabawi sa school.

What the heck. It's been long since I began giving orders to myself regarding food, study habits and heaps of other stuffs. As yet, not even a single step-up happens. Fcuk. I loathe myself today more than ever. Add up the fact that this week's one of those HELL weeks you constantly come across with in school. Damn.

At this very moment, I'm thinking of petering out into somewhere far away from this place where I could take the rest of the days off. Ohh, yeah. That'd be tempting.

Mulling over ending oneself is never a good option. It never was. But thinking through the things that happened to me these past two weeks can set me off never to wake up again. EVER.








I want to drift to somewhere else and never come back.







Hey, REALITY CHECK. Over here!


Man, wake up. You're the only one who could make IT happen. Face the day, mate. Make a move. You're permitted to fall down, but be resilient enough to stand up after your failures. Make way for God to calm you. Kung mukhang corny sayo 'tong pinagsasabi ko, umalis ka na sa pahina ko. Libre naman eh. Stand up for yourself and put up a fight! :D



Hai. Naglabas lang ng sakit ng ulo dahil sa academic pressure na laganap sa panahong ito at sa mga susunod pang mga araw.

Sige. Sa susunod na ulit.

I've missed doing this!

Haha. Tinamad kasi ako nung mga nakaraang linggo. Haha. Grabe. May nabasa rin ako na kapag adik ka sa blogging, ang pinaka-healthy na parte ng katawan mo ay ang mga daliri at kamay mo (courtesy ng Ed-in-Chief ng Games Master) dahil sila ang lagi mong naeexercise. Haha. Ayos no? Guilty ako kahit papaano. Hm, ayon. Nandito na rin lang ako sa "Create Post" window (dahil victorious ang pag-move ng blog ko sa Google) kaya - TANAN! blogging galore na!

Nakapagpa-reserve na ako ng Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows! Maygad, hindi na ako makapaghintay. Sa wakas, makakaramdam na rin ako ng kakaibang excitement at tagaktak ng pawis makarating lang sa pila kaagad. Haha. Waaaah!

Last week naman, nag-GK ako. Super saya. Nagkaroon pa ng GK empowerment. Masaya kumain ng siopao na libre. Haha. Hindi naman ako napagalitan kahit roughly 3 hours akong late. Bakit hindi? Wala sina mama at papa sa bahay. Haha. Yun ung banat eh.

Last week din, February 23. Hapon, tumawag si Bettina sa bahay. Ibinalita sa akin na household head ako kasama si Mon2. Maygad, ang saya.

Tapos kahapon naman, na kina Karla ako. Umuwi ako ng seven. Hindi ako napagalitan kahit late na ako dumating at nasa bahay na pala tatay ko. Bongga, noh?

Nung friday, meeting de avance. Hindi kami nagspeech! Haha. Wala naman akong isinulat na speech. Kung baga, bahala na lang muna si Batman sa akin. Madaling araw ko na na-realize na meeting de avance nga pala in less than 6 hours! Haha. Eh, nagkataon pang LAST na First Friday Mass pa. First Reading ako. Grabe yung tension na magsalita ka ng salita ng Diyos sa harap ng buong HS body! Pero ginabayan Niya naman ako. Ang nakakalungkot sa araw na yun, last speech na nina Bettina. Hai. Wala na naman ang batch 2006-2007. Astig pa naman din ng batch na ito. Seniors, good luck sa inyo!

Ang dami ko na ring mababasang libro! Yippee! At may mechpen pa lang pink ang lead. Akalain mo yun. Iba na talaga ang teknolohiya ngayon. Lahat colored na.

Hanggang dito muna. Ingat! Godbless na rin. :D

Variety alongside Dance C:

Hihi. I'm superduper ecstatic! Want to know why?

I'm having this feeling because of the two afairs that happened this weekend, which sort of took my breath away. Gee.

First> Variety:D

Well, you can see in this snapshot that Sugarfree was there! Yippee! Though this photo was taken far off the stage, it's still Sugarfree! Kahit malayo yung pagkakakuha, sila yan! Ang astig at lupet nila.

Another thing, Chicosci wasn't able to play their music for us. How sad. :C But it's OK. Their schedule was way tight to handle. I'll surely see them some time later. :D

"..Magpapaalam na kami sa inyo, St. Scho.."

That was the altered version of a line from 'Kwarto,' courtesy of Ebe, Sugarfree's vocalist. But I'm not sure if what I heard was right. Hihi.

Rock on, guys!

Next stop> DANCE! C:

Haha. This experience was simply awesome. Though my feet hurt a lot during and after the affair, my friends and I went on dancing and grooving to the beat. Hihi. Nagbreak lang para kumain at umupo. 'yun lang. Grabe, no?

NONSTOP!

You can see right here a shot I snapped after the affair. It was the backdrop for the said event. SuperB, isn't it?

I look forward to seeing more people to be given assistance by the money collected in the two occasions.

Need to go!

Au revoir!

Bound for Eternity

Hello, world! :D I'm spreading some good news. Well, it's your choice to bear with me or not. If you go for the latter, I don't care. :D Live a life! Haha. Enough said.

Anyways, the reason I've posted at a time like this (It's a handful of minutes past midnight and I haven't had enough sleep. Tsk.) is to disclose the details regarding my first ever fanfic work.

Its title, as you can see, is Bound for Eternity. Click if you want to take a peek. Dear reader, if you shall, I want to thank you in advance. :D

I guess that'd be all for now. *yawns*

Au revoir!

bluebidoo! :D

Oha. Mahal na mahal ko kulay ko para sa susunod na mga araw! BLUE-bidoo! Ayos! Godbless sa ating lahat!

I have decided to make an account of my own at fanfiction.net. Yey! :D "Lalalala. I'm so excited, I just can't hide it.." Regrettably, it's not yet activated as of the moment. But, I'll disclose to you the details on my next post, OK?

Just this afternoon, my head was all fired up after finding out that my paper stuff, filed inside my paper bag were soaked. Damn, dude. Good thing these papers dried up in just a couple of minutes under the heat of the afternoon sun. :D

One more thing, my blogger account opens at once! Unlike before, I don't even get the chance of opening even the Blogger homepage. Imagine that. Geez, it makes you crazy. It made me crazy, having to wait the whole time, then finding out it hasn't even exposed ONE button.

Tsk.Tsk.Tsk.

After all, it's now fixed. Thanks to my PC's Recycle Bin. :D Haha.

Guys, off I go now.

Au revoir!

Kamusta?

Kainis. Hindi na naman ako nakakaupdate! Ewan ko ba kung nasira yung connection namin o talagang may topak yung blogger ko. Arrrgh.

I've missed updating my blog. It was somewhat kind of a routine for me, and for others, I suppose. Here comes the point that I tell you, my reader, about something, uhm, great! I'm about to be my section student class adviser next week. YEEEEEE! Say what, I'm exempted from quizzes, seatworks, and the list goes on. Fortunate, eh? Another, I'm about to wear not the same stuff to school-I'm adviser for a week! You know- what teachers normally wear, the formal stuff. :D I just hope I CAN handle MY class next week. Haha.

My brain cells and juices got squeezed off and out of my head these past few days burning all I-could-gather midnight oils, studying for the so-called Third Periodical Exams. MAYGAD. Napiga talaga ako. Thanks to the following: My Chemical Romance, Panic! At The Disco, Paramita and so on, for the music they've shared with this world, my world. With their music as sort of 'beacon' to your used-up minds, including mine, who wouldn't want their music ringing in your ears? Right? Right?

I'm currently seeping through the pages of one of Meg Cabot's books, entitled Mean Spirits. I reckon the story would be a great one. I guess I just have to say, 'See for yourself.'

Ayan. Galit na tatay ko. Tama na daw. Kainis. Pero ayos lang. Mahal ko yun eh.

Au revoir!

geez:D

Thank God:D I'm once again, alive. For fifteen days, which were quite dreadful, I didn't have the chance to post something here. And it's halfway through the week. I'd like things to go as planned for the rest or so, since the exams are just a couple of days away. I reckon I need to burn gallons of midnight oil, don't I? Haha. LOTS of hampering stuffs could just pop out of/from nowhere while one's going through those school requirements.

Wait up. Urgent. I was able to complete a Rubik's a handful of times now. Lol.

Au revoir. :D