(un)random

It's been a while. I remember those times when I used to think about what things to write in my posts. I just want to cry. I cannot talk to anyone about what's bothering me at the moment. I’ve been shutting myself out for the last couple of months since I don’t want people to think I’m giving myself too much of a hard time. Well, in reality, I simply want them to go on with their lives and not mind me at all. I’m afraid that if I tell them how I’ve been feeling, they’ll worry about me and that’s the last thing I want to happen. Just (un)random thoughts.